am losing sanity
am feeling like negative zero
am committing mistakes
that break my heart
what am I gonna do?
Oh God, why is caring so stubborn?
wishing I was indifferent like many people I see.▬
▬ . seriously, am I really that ugly that I am cataracted?
wedge between sadness —- I am feeling sad too if you are too
if there is love between us, Agape or Eros
don’t you think we share the burden of pain?
like the dew and the nectar?
am I that ugly that is it to be trusted
that I don’t share your pain
I hope not. ▬