10 years in WordPress =D Thank Allah Almighty! Not everyone can write this long =)
I am happy whatever I have written here. Writing has been there for me during VERY troubled times. And, I am happy to have had it. It makes me so happy to know I can still write and that it has the same meaning to me as it did then as it does now =)
I wanna continue on writing for hopefully another 10 years! =D
I will bridge you with the birch
between our tongues; cloister
my speech as though it was
a language you know and I toast
yours as my own.
lexicon our saliva and nodes
and finger my spine with yours
do you see the wetting of my eyes
do you know how to rotate yourself?
The slickness of appetite
rouses up in my belly
which offers itself as cups to drink
do not mistake this as obedience
and I will not mistake yours
Tied to the larynx
met with the hungry mouth
of dialogues as the sexes unite
an acrhway cathedrals its way up
towers its way down and the minarets
lay the tone.
coupled in between our lashes
we kiss uncontrollably.—
I haven’t written
And, I haven’t chosen to be written;
though I am written in leaves and blood
and the mud — snapping with teeth
like the branches of the woods
Oh, youth, you made me feel fresh
Not a serving of flesh cased behind a bone
and all the bone is chewing to break out
to now what it cannot know, now
I wanted so much to know what it was like to write
to have known if I had written anything of any value
I am writing as I will always write
clutch my blood next to the quilled ink
sparrow along the ridges and dominant the
lull of the breath; stay passive at the apex of the muscle
I will knead into me a belonging in poetry
as the bread knows the yeast and the sky knows the sun.—
I am actually wondering if people still like my poetry. I realised today I am not as prolific as I once was like 5-7 years ago. I also wondered if my poetry stills means anything to anyone. I know through my entire time writing in this blog for almost 11 years that it has been a bittersweet, but meaningful journey. I had my lows and highs. I was able to share some of them here. I was experimental, logical, emotive, attempting to positive and empathetic but also at times mislead. I am happy that I have grown up so much. Matured more than I could have ever realised when I have started. This has been a very personal and intimate journey for me. I have been very fortunate to have had it. I Thank Allah Almighty that I did. It means so much to me.
So, I wanna continue forward. I wanna keep on writing poems here. I wanna keep on experimenting and writing my feelings. If the years back was more an experimentation I think the years would be a mix of confessions and memoirs as well.
I wanna thank everyone who stuck by me as I kept on writing here. I hope to keep on writing more and more.
I feel Blessed that I can write. I Thank Allah Almighty. I just feel blessed to get to know these poems and also have them in me.
Continuing on the journey of writing poems
Much love and good luck and prayers to me and the readers ❤